~☆「Why do I relish in others' pain,
A twisted pleasure, a morbid gain?
I revel in vengeance, a wicked delight,
As shadows consume my days and nights.
I know it's wrong, I can't deny,
But this dark part of me won't die.
I try to suppress it, to push it away,
But it creeps back, day by day.
I seek forgiveness, but deep inside,
I fear I'm too broken, too lost to be guided.
A constant battle, a war within,
Caught in a cycle of sin.」